There were lots of days I had no energy and I thank my mom for taking them to the park several times a week. They never knew these things about me when they were little. I thank God for Him!Ī few years went by, and I managed to raise my girls.
My husband was so patient and kind and understanding and stood by my side through all of this. I also suffered with extreme chronic fatigue. I was a married woman with 3 daughter’s ages from 1 to 8 and I was suffering from major depression every day. I didn’t know it at the time, but I had and still have a learning disability and chronic illnesses which I know contributed to my situation. Everything I did in my life was a failure. When I was 18, I tried to go to college and failed. I felt the 2 people who were supposed to love and like me didn’t. I noticed people didn’t really like me and I surely didn’t like myself at all. The next morning, I was shocked and sad to wake up and still be alive.
My first suicide attempt was when I was about 12 years old… I took a bunch of my allergy pills. I hurt inside and I didn’t want to be here on this earth anymore. By the time I was 12 years old… all I thought about was that I was a mistake to have been born. I’m sure the Lord has His purpose for this, and I pray that it will be a blessing to someone who needs to hear it.įor the first 32 years of my life (I’m 60 years old now) I felt very unhappy and sad inside. It’s very hard for me to relive this and share this story. It’s very very personal and I have not told this publicly in detail like this before. I am going to share something today that the Lord told me yesterday to share with you. Yup!…that’s what I use to think every day for many years from about 1962-1982!! Thank God I’m still here and here’s my story: Isaiah 26:3 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. If you would like to read my story…here’s the link: If you’re the one who has no peace or hope and are suicidal right this minute….call 911, go to an emergency room, mental health facility right away for your safety. Let’s pray for the famous and share with those who cross our paths. Let’s look around and see who we can share this good news with. I was that person who had no hope or peace… so I know what I’m talking about!!! I was completely healed in 1983! There is Hope and there is peace available and the only person I know who can give it is Jesus Christ. Some other notables who had no peace were Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, Marilyn Monroe, Judy Garland, Amy Winehouse, Kurt Cobain, Don Cornelius, Donny Hathaway, Ernest Hemingway,Freddie Prinze, Herve`Villechaize(Fantasy Island) to name a few and the list of regular everyday people who had no peace and lost their lives to hopelessness is in the millions. Robin Williams seemed to have it all…money,fame, and talent but one thing he didn’t have was hope and peace. People can look one way on the outside and feel another way on the inside. Have they made a decision for Jesus Christ? When I meet people I don’t know…they look OK on the outside….but I wonder what’s going on in their insides. How could someone who was so funny on the outside… be so sad on the inside? I wish I could have talked to Robin and shared with him some good news. I was so sadden this morning to learn that a very funny comedian and talented actor had taken his own life.
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